my friend asked me last night what the worst time in my life was.
after i thought for a minute, my honest answer had to be "im going through it right now...". and have been for the past 3 years. divorce. it sounds soo stupid to complain about. but its ruining me. and im 3 states away from it all.
this would be a lot easier to run away from if i didn't have a brother and sister looking to me...
especially this last year.
i would have kissed augusta goodbye and never looked back.
i'm not sure i can say anything to really make it better.
ReplyDeletemaybe i can offer this:
in Psalm 119:81 the Psalmist writes this: "I am weak from waiting for you to save me, but I hope in your word."
i really appreciate that the Psalms show people frustrated with God and the situations they're in. constantly we read about someone being in a really dark place. there are times when resolution doesn't seem to come. it's "biblical" to be angry at the situations we're in and at God. the truth is that God is there. we may be going through times of suffering but, He wants us to draw closer to His heart during those times. does God cause the suffering? i don't believe so. however, in the midst of the suffering when we run to His heart He's there to listen and to hold us close.
i don't know if that helps or not. maybe i should just shut up about it. regardless you and your brother and sister and parents will be in my prayers. if you ever need someone to talk to about it. i'm here bro. blessings to you and yours. i mean that deeply.