that sentence is me. no one is alone the way i am. i get that divorce happens. and the statistic is 50/50. but not for me. for me its more like 1/9. no one that im close to comes from a family like mine. and i feel like anytime i try to talk to any of my friends about it, its just sympathy, sympathy, sympathy. i dont want that. no.
i want to be understood. i want empathy.
but for the past 4 years, for whatever reason, God has denied me any contact from someone in my situation.
God, if you knew i would go through this why wouldn't you send me someone who has already been through it?
that only makes sense. i want to know that everything will be ok.
right now there is no guarantee that anyone in my family is going to turn out alright again. no guarantee.
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